Misali |
This story was originally posted at iRez, and here for archive purposes.
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Update (March 31 2014): This sim is now located at Hazardous Inc.
Do drop by iRez for other stories about Identity, Virtuality and Culture, among many varied topics.
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Update (March 31 2014): This sim is now located at Hazardous Inc.
A week,
only a week until that day when he lost her… He was used to the silence now,
the absence of her voice.
The piano
player felt at home, especially because the villagers never criticized him for
his unusual attitudes. Sometimes he sat at the wheel of the rusted truck forgotten
near the old gas pump, listening to the silence of birds and crickets, the
wind, the rustle of leaves and the creaking of the wood in the old shed, a
symphony directed by an invisible maestro.
The villagers simply walked by and waved a
friendly hello. They cherished the presence of this eccentric middle-aged man
whose wish for solitude didn’t really bother them. They respected it and simply
accepted it as they accepted anyone else’s peculiarities.
There was one place where he would sit often, sometimes till night time took him by surprise, a staircase that embraced the side of the cliff and ended abruptly at a gate. This gate, covered in old branches and weeds, semi-opened as a hopeful promise, was dangerous. It made him want to play the piano again. He knew it that first time he walked down those steps. So, unintentionally, he sat at the foot of the stairs by the gate more and more, and looked at the rock that created a plateau with a view over the soft surface of the sea where he imagined a weave of pictures floating about, reminding him that he could not hide forever.
There was one place where he would sit often, sometimes till night time took him by surprise, a staircase that embraced the side of the cliff and ended abruptly at a gate. This gate, covered in old branches and weeds, semi-opened as a hopeful promise, was dangerous. It made him want to play the piano again. He knew it that first time he walked down those steps. So, unintentionally, he sat at the foot of the stairs by the gate more and more, and looked at the rock that created a plateau with a view over the soft surface of the sea where he imagined a weave of pictures floating about, reminding him that he could not hide forever.
He was not
alone. He didn’t know it, but the little girl had been following him,
determined to find an answer to a very simple question, why he never listened
to music. Her mom explained to her that he was terribly sad, and that’s why he
stopped playing his piano. That much she could understand. But she didn’t
understand the fact that he never ever listened to any music.
She noticed
him staring at the rock. Every day, longer and longer, he would sit and stare
at that rock. Sometimes he even seemed to cry, knees up, his head resting on
his folded arms. She sat at the top of the stairs, watching in silence from a
distance.
The piano
player dreamt of pictures floating on the water surface. At first, he could not
make out what the pictures were. Then he slowly realized that they were the pictures
of the village, the lighthouse, the pathway to the café, the Buddha, the lake
by the playground. In his dream, they felt more like reminders than lost
recollections floating away. They would rotate discreetly as if saying “look,
look, here’s your life”.
Surrounded
by silence and safely anchored in a routine of solitude and contemplation, he
had been living in that village for almost a year by then. That fact didn’t go
unnoticed to the villagers. A newspaper featured a full-page article about the
famous cosmopolitan piano player whose loss, a year ago, made him choose to
hide away in the middle of nowhere. They knew he would be sadder.
That
Saturday, no one felt like playing any music or dancing. No one had ever talked
to the piano player, but everyone felt his pain. They all understood his need
for distance, all but the little girl who still couldn’t grasp the need for
that heavy cloak of silence.
The
villagers sat around the dancing floor, the old record-player patiently waiting.
They muttered about what to do. Some suggested they should throw a party for
the piano player, a chorus of protests firmly dismissing that possibility. The
mood was not for parties. Others suggested a gift, some flowers or a freshly
baked apple pie. Many nodded in agreement. An apple pie would be good, everyone
liked apple pies. But the little girl didn’t seem to agree. She kept shaking
her head silently. It had to be something with music, she thought. The grown-ups’
discussion lasted until the late hours of the night without a final decision.
There was
something bugging the little girl though. The newspaper article had a picture of
the piano player’s last performance and that picture made her think.
A week
later, a group of villagers knocked at the door. He sat straight in his sofa, undecided.
However, the villagers were insistent. The knocking continued. He opened the
door. An elderly man surrounded by villagers of all ages urged him to come
along. The piano player waved a hesitant negative, but the villagers would not
take no for an answer, so he reluctantly went with them.
They followed
the coastline under the light poles to the windmill rotating merrily. There
seemed to be an energy building up that made the piano player extremely nervous.
They took him to the top of the stairs leading down to the waterside, in
silence, watching him.
As he
walked down the stairs, he saw something on the rock. Could it be? He got
closer and closer, his heart pounding uncontrollably, his footsteps echoing against
the wall of the cliff. He couldn’t believe it, he simply couldn’t believe it.
His feet splashed in the water, as he rushed to the rock.
Suddenly,
everything flashed before his eyes, the concerts, the success, the interviews,
the cars, the houses, the vacations abroad. Helen… Oh, Helen, how he missed
her. The funeral, the excess of flowers of all colors and shapes and sizes weighing
on his pain, and the time he spent hiding in his apartment, wishing no one
would try to be nice to him with soups and stews and apple pies. And the
flight, the flight to this village of strangely silent and friendly people who sang
and danced every Saturday but who never overstepped the boundaries he had set.
Now this. He
looked at their faces beaming with joy, complete strangers he had never even
tried to get to know. He sat down dragging a silence along that seemed to last
forever, until the little girl stepped from behind her mother and sat beside
him, one little hand on the hopeful whiteness. The piano player smiled and played.
He played one song after another into the sunset, the villagers sitting on the
rock around him, happy.
The little
girl set her hand on the piano player’s arm while he played. She closed her
eyes and suddenly she understood. He had never stopped listening to music. He
had listened on to the waterfall, to the birds, to the waves splashing, the
wind, the crickets, the branches brushing against the old gate.
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And he
played on and on till the last song, Helen’s favorite by Pearl Jam. He looked
at the villagers and sang in a low whisper “I'm a lucky man, to count on both
hands the ones I love… stay with me”. Thank
you. In his mind, the music sheets flew away softly, finally free.
“My name is
Lisa. What’s your name?” the little girl asked.
“Paul.
Would you like to learn how to play the piano, Lisa?”
And the
little girl smiled.
***
A short note before I
wrap up, this narrative was inspired by Second Life’s sim Misali. I encourage
you to visit this location where you’ll recognize many of the elements
mentioned in the story. And the piano does play Pearl Jam’s “Breathe” (click
the music sheet), the perfect finish to the story. Enjoy!
I understand, sometimes while alone, I close my eyes, I see pictures coming and going, the sound of the empty space around, the hum of the machines filling the space that surrounds me, I never learned to play the piano, but when I think of you, I hear music. ;-)) Congrats, little did she know she had written yet another wonderful story that the future would catalogue as part of a genious work.!!
ReplyDeleteTY! I am glad you've enjoyed this month's short-story. Kisskiss!
ReplyDeletegreat story!!
ReplyDeleteTY! I'm so happy you have enjoyed this story, Hiroko. :)
Deleteand heartwarming!! Beautifully written and poignant and I loved how you described his memories floating by - like part of the music inside him.
ReplyDeleteI must admit that I cried a bit while writing this story. I was almost shocked by that! But several people who have read it have told me they found it very moving. This type of story is so foreign to what I usually write that I was taken by surprise by my own writing! Silly, huh! But true. After I was done, I thought... how could you write this? It seems like it was written by someone else. This is the magic of writing!
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