Sunday, June 17, 2012

Bloody

Sopor aEternum


Not so much the merciless screaming,
The hallucinating fear,
Or the pacing back and forth, trapped.
Not so much the lunatic merry-go-round
Or the agonizing pain.
The clown, the bloody clown in the glass box,
Dripping, dripping, dripping incessantly…

Ruin

The Looking Glass


Look up and dream of years past
When stars glimmered in the dark.
Dim lights, bright dreams,
Words unending.
A web of shine and ambition,
Treason and love,
Immortal beyond the inevitable ruin…

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Rainy Day

©2009 Harriet Gausman
Photo published with the author's permisson

It was a lovely day, quite deceitful too considering the tragedy which spread throughout the city. The Stag Union men had taken over and were ruling with an iron hand. They had overthrown duly elected representatives and paraded themselves defiantly through the streets.
After weeks of intense search, the Council found her, “the time-traveler,” as it was whispered amongst the people, as they hid her in cellars and basements. “Go, and bring him back,” the Council said. She feared the worst. He would never agree to come back. He had been sent away, him and his rain, his shadows. He knew coming back would change everything. “The city was foggy and misty back then,” they warned her. She didn’t mind. The rain was nothing but the rain for her. Others feared it.
Traveling through time always made her feel dizzy and being on a mission even worse, but she did not hesitate.
She walked slowly. “Don’t look left, don’t look right; he’ll come to you,” she thought holding tight to the umbrella with both hands. It was raining heavily. Street lights seemed to follow her steps, heels clicking musically. In the dark, a shadow slid along the wall of the Stag Union where the men were kept under discreet surveillance. It was him. She stopped, sat on a bench, and waited. Taught by the best, she knew being patient was vital. The shadow drew closer as the rain got more intense. She closed her eyes; she was not to see the shadow. He sat next to her.
“Did you come for me?”
“Yes.”
“I won’t go.”
“I know.”
“Go back to your time.”
“Yes, with you.”
“Go back, child.”
“I will.”
“You only have a few minutes left.”
“I know.”
He stood up and looked at the sky.
“Go now.”
She stood up, eyes closed, searching for his hand.
“The rain must stay here…” he said.
“It’s too late for that. They have crossed. Come with me. We need you.”
“People will die.”
He was right, but there was no other choice. She found his hand and held on to it, even when he tried to escape.
“That’s why they sent me.”
Time traveling made her feel dizzy, but the mission was accomplished. It was now raining. The sun had disappeared. “Sit back and watch,” she thought, pulling up the collar of her sunny raincoat, striped umbrella by her side. One day, one rainy day, she would be ordered to go back and take him away, but that would be when he had finished his mission, to “clean” up.
And, believe me, dear reader, at the end of this rainy story, to “clean” does have quite a treacherous meaning for some.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Tremble

More Sea Of Aly (LEA)

They knew. They could see it entering the bay. The sails were all ragged but it was still impressive. The flag flying high in the main topmast didn’t fool anyone. The pirates were coming. Men ran to the battlements; women grabbed their children rushing them to hide. The pirates were coming.  Fierce and heartless, they roared “No mercy!” proud of their ruthlessness. As the ship approached, there was no one on deck. The men grew more and more suspicious. There was not a soul in sight. A silent, empty pirate ship glided eerily towards the pier where it stopped. For a few minutes, no one knew what to do. It would be too dangerous to go inside, for sure, some thought. Others, filled with that false courage unique to those in fear, urged for an immediate entry in the forsaken ship. While a decision was being made, a crow flew from the Captain’s cabin. It landed on the bowsprit and cawed “Tremble, tremble, tremble.” The men looked at one another. That’s what they had been doing for at least an hour. The mysterious black eyes swept over the growing crowd. “Tremble, tremble,” it repeated flapping the wings nervously. Some people started laughing. Suddenly, a child pointed at something in the sky. Everyone looked up. A black cloud, like a dark storm, was getting closer and closer. “Tremble.” And they did. The ship sailed on to another port, silent, empty, eerie. And the town vanished from all the maps of the kingdom, forgotten, as if it had never existed. Before flying away, the crow sat on the top branch of the old oak and whispered “shhhh”… The oak knew what that meant and its leaves whispered back “shhhhhhhhh”.

Community in SL means...

Mare Serenitatis

Community in Second Life (SL) means to me small and up-close friendships. The first time I heard of SL was on TV, years ago. This odd, cryptic world where people got lost and opted out of their real lives to become entangled in dangerous relationships with strangers, seemed more of a waste of time than an interesting place to explore. After the first days only, it became disturbingly clear that SL was a rather intriguing yet fascinating place. And I say disturbingly clear, because the more immersed I got, the clearer it was that people were the key; small communities of friends and wanderers coming together joined by their idiosyncrasies. In SL however the sense of community is far more complex, often clipped by the lack of a general common ground. Countries have language, culture, geography, history. SL lacks that unifying element. Is there really a sense of community? Or is it solely a sense of belonging to one of many other groups? Is SL still a cryptic world where people get lost? Or is there a true feeling of growing strength and community? I must admit, I still find SL fascinating, yet more and more I focus on individuals and avoid the so-called Community.

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Flesh

Retropolis

“Make my flesh crawl,” she said.
“Are you sure?”
“Of course.”
In a blink of an eye, she has hanging upside down from a rope, caught by the ankle in an iron ring.
“But…”
“I asked you if you were sure.”
“I meant for you to scare me or something.”
“This will be scary enough.”
“How so?”
And he walked back to the pier, leaving her hanging there while the ship sailed away.
She screamed and yelled and wiggled left and right, trying to free herself. But … no one knows what happened to her.
Moral: Be careful what you wish for.

Monday, June 11, 2012

Concrete

Mare Serenitatis


Concrete, a word, a gesture, a move.
Concrete and studied.
Concrete the speaker, the manner, the listener.
Concrete theatrical games
Of meanings unspoken.
Concrete and solemn.
Of what, you say?
Concrete.

Duration

A Dark Fairies Dream




For the duration of a fragmented second,
Suspended in a moment of hesitation,
Unique and lost,  searching.
A second suspended and hesitant,
A moment fragmented and lost.
The duration of time.